Between God and
prostration
Khansa Salwa Az-zahra
Unless
I spoke to the ocean how bad it tangled me up.
Even
if i stand there,
where
the shores clearly looking at me,
these
unspoken words,
would
still rushing up on these veins of mine,
trapped
inside shrilling itself, talking nonsense but one
“I
WANT TO TELL THEM HOW IT DESTROYED ME”
“A
face collapsed through entropy”
Matty
was right,
Sometimes
I think I was the whole entropy.
Therefore
i try to scream of how bad that was,
it
came out as just a squeak.
Wherefore,
God will clearly hear me
Not people, and will never be people.
Malang,
09 Oktober 2024
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